Everybody knows what I'm talking about when its 9 PM and I'm stuck
in my house.
But I don't know what I'm gonna do next. It seems like everything's
gotten so complex.
Gonna call a friend, pick up the phone, got disconnected connected,
got no dialtone.
So it's back to my room, a little dark pit, no ambition, just
stare and sit.
I wonder if these dark days will hang around forever.
I wonder if these dark days will render me asunder.
Another day goes by and it don't feel right to be by myself when
I sleep at night.
It seems I lost a part of me and I think about it endlessly.
Gotta keep my chin up, and my shoulders back, gotta keep my life
straight on that track.
I've got a big old hole right through my sternum, and pictures
of you, I guess I'll burn 'em.
I wonder if these dark days will hang around forever.
I wonder if these dark days will render me asunder.
Days, to weeks, to months, it seems I'm guided by my fears
But I'm makin a change inside of me that make me happy (well...
hopefully).
I'm patching this hole in me that you left. It'll be indestructable
once it's set.
I won't be afraid to love again, but I'll still be wary of you
as a friend.
I wonder if these dark days will hang around forever.
I wonder if these dark days will render me asunder.
|