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I didn't have the words to say it, or the proper way to convey
it I felt is wash up over me.
My words fell from my mouth, shattered and strewn about, disintegrating
at my feet.
Weighs heavy, stops time.
Rendered useless, written off.
Self defeating
Being cut down in your prime.
I felt a hush wash over me.
I fear a hush wash over me.
I fear a hate wash over me.
I fear a hate controlling me.
You stand there a crooked shell, not the one I knew so well. Not
the one I once protected.
Shame holds a visible weight, in your eyes and on your face, Hanging
silent above your head.
Standing voiceless
Cannot speak
with my my mouth sewn shut my tounge removed.
Turning violent
Ever silent
Once was stong but now so weak.
I felt a hush wash over me.
I fear a hush wash over me.
I fear a hate wash over me.
I fear a hate controlling me.
I fear it all. Watch over me.
Open my eyes so I can see.
I cannot see.
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